Anatomy of life.
Personally, for many years I was wandering in the wilderness struggling until the Lord allowed many setbacks and failures in life. Then the Lord gave me a wake up call humbling me bringing the realization that it is not about me, my, mine and I; instead it is all about Him, His plans, purposes, processes, Him preparing me and using me based on His timeline.
Beg all to listen intently and heed the voice of the Lord for your life as revealed in His word – Listen